Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Something New

Last weekend I went to a Kelly Mannenbach's wedding with my family. The wedding was a memorable one. The Priest who was about 86 years old was dehydrated and had low blood sugar, which resulted in him getting mix up, losing his place a couple of times and marrying the couple TWICE! Poor guy...I felt awful for him, because I knew that he must have felt terrible! However, Kelly's wedding wouldn't have been her wedding if it had gone perfect...that's not her style....Even with all the mishaps, their wedding was BEAUTIFUL!

Every wedding I have gone to in the past, I have consistently lied to myself and others saying something similar to, "I'm so glad I'm not getting Married" or "I'm not getting Married Ever". Internally, I was as green as a leprechaun on St. Patty's Day! I wanted to get married so bad. However, at Kelly's Wedding I witnessed myself excepting the fact that I...Kathleen McKenzie Meyer was partially CONTENT with being a SINGLE women. Why, you may ask? Because, I realized that everyone is searching for someone to love and except them for the person they are at this moment and the person they will become in the future! I have NO idea who I am right now! Would I accept myself and love who I am? How could I ever ask someone to love and except me for who I am, if I don't except myself? I want to find out and know who I am a little bit better before I look for someone who I will love and except.
When I do find Mr. Right I hope that he is like this character... oh...and sings like Josh Turner... I mean...come on...nothing better.............................................God are you listening?.....

Plus...I just wanted to put up a picture of The Gladiator, because it's my favorite movie!

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